Protected by the Rogue Wolf

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  Protected by the Rogue Wolf, (The Real Werewives of Sawtooth Forest #3) Copyright 2020

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  Table of Contents

  Copyright Page

  Protected by the Rogue Wolf (The Real Werewives of Sawtooth Forest, #3)

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Protected by the Rogue Wolf

  My mate could be the she-wolf that destroys me.

  Tensions are high in Sawtooth Forest as the cameras roll on season two of The Real Werewives. Some wolves aren’t happy that our way of life will be put on the national stage, and they’ll do whatever it takes to call cut.

  My job is to keep an eye on those wolves.

  When I get blindsided by Willow, a gorgeous she-wolf who’s questioning everything—her place in the pack, and whether or not she has what it takes to be a Real Werewife, my wolf can’t think of anything but how to make this woman my mate.

  But Willow has ties to the wolf I’ve been hired to kill. Cutting those ties could cost me much more than my place in the Sawtooth pack. And I know all too well what it’s like to lose. To win Willow over, I must redefine what it means to be pack.

  Chapter One

  Willow

  My ex-husband had forbidden me from going to The Redheaded Stepchild, the rough-and-tumble bar on the outskirts of Granger Falls. Which made me wonder what else he’d been hiding from me.

  I stood in front of it, a red carpet beckoning me inside, and my new best friend, Luna, squeezed my hand when she knew damn well I was about to flee.

  “Come on, we’re going to be famous.” She tugged again. Our future could be inside that bar. And what I did next would change my life forever.

  “I don’t know about famous,” I said with a nervous chuckle. “I just want to make sure our story gets told.”

  “It totally will.” Luna took a deep breath as she surveyed the scene. Barrel lights crisscrossed in the parking lot, accompanying the tour bus that proclaimed The Real Werewives had come to town. “We’re obsessed with the couples from the first season, and soon, people will be watching us.”

  The ink on my contract was barely dry, and I was questioning everything, just like I had been ever since I’d left Tate.

  Our alpha, Shadow Channing, had changed the course of the pack. She-wolves who had been “contracted”—Oh hell, no need to be polite about it anymore: I’d been sold.

  She-wolves who had been sold to their mates were free to leave the arrangement. After twelve years of marriage to one of the most prominent members of the pack, I’d shocked everyone by asking for my freedom.

  My first lesson? Freedom came with a price. My family and friends refused to support me.

  “The protesters are here.” They’d been everywhere lately. Like I hadn’t already been uncomfortable enough in this tiny blue dress and these impossibly high heels. Now my stomach roiled.

  Walk past them with your head held high, my she-wolf pleaded. Your freedom is on the other side of that carpet.

  My she-wolf had been waiting patiently for this very moment, and she refused to let me blow it.

  “Of course they are.” Luna fluffed her short electric blue hair and winked at the protesters. “Shadow Channing freaked out the humans, announcing that some of us go furry on the full moon. The rest are just haters wishing they had our lady-balls. It’s our job to show them we can have everything they won’t admit they want.”

  Luna had figured out a way to avoid marrying her mate by enacting a clever series of loopholes that kept her away from Sawtooth Forest until it was safe to come back. She was a few years younger than me, and now that she’d returned, I had a feeling she’d be scooped up by a waiting wolf immediately. Which led me to my second doubt.

  “We just got out of our marriage contracts. Should we really be Real Werewives?”

  “Absofuckinglutely.” Luna tugged on my arm and we started the endless walk past the angry mob. “We finally have a chance to find our fated mates. The wolves we were destined to be with. Season one had hunk after hunk to choose from. I’d be happy to wake up next to any of those guys.”

  She always made me laugh, and I never appreciated it more than I did right now, when people I knew yelled at me, and held signs that said Willow Go Home. People I’d invited into my house. People I’d worked with on the Parent Teacher Association. People I’d taught yoga for years suddenly saw me as a monster.

  Prove them wrong, my she-wolf said.

  “Waking up alone isn’t that bad.” I chuckled nervously, turning away from the protesters to the second scariest thing in Granger Falls at the moment—the press line. Light flashed in my face and a new set of strangers called my name.

  “What are you looking for in a fated mate, Willow?” one of them asked.

  When I was a little girl, we had a book in Sawtooth Forest that explained how wolves found their fated mates. It was my favorite bedtime story, until one night, my mom told me she couldn’t read it to me anymore. She said my fate had been decided.

  “Someone who takes out the garbage without being asked and doesn’t snore.”

  That got a laugh out of everyone. Tate had always rolled his eyes at my jokes. His family thought I was crass. Of course, they’d never said it to my face, but it had ways of getting back to me.

  “What do you want to tell all those protesters?” another reporter called out.

  I wanted to tell them a lot of things that would get beeped out on national TV. But that would support their theory I wasn’t good enough for my own happily ever after. And my daughter, Hazel, would never let me live it down if I swore on camera.

  At nine, she was already obsessed with reality TV. Especially the videos that had recently gone viral from Forever Home Animal Shelter that had inspired this season of The Real Werewives.

  I was doing this for her. But I wouldn’t tell the reporters that.

  “Everyone deserves a chance to find true love.”

  Tessa Williams, the executive producer of The Real Werewives, waved me into the club. She was technically my boss now, but I was still a little star-struck every time I saw her. Before The Real Werewives, she’d been a reporter for the Continental Football Association. This woman took no shit. That was another reason I wanted to be on the show—to channel some of her tenacity.

  “Fantastic job out there,” she said when I came inside.

>   “I almost threw up when I saw the protesters.”

  “Believe it or not, that’s confirmation you’re doing the right thing.” She looked out and waved Luna inside. “You have an incredible opportunity to set a new precedent for the next generation of she-wolves in Sawtooth Forest. Those people with the signs are angry because they know those young girls will fall in love right along with you.”

  “This is amazing.” Luna had stars in her eyes when she joined us. “Whoever thought Hollywood would come to Sawtooth Forest? Or we’d be involved?”

  “Your lives are about to change. A camera crew will be following each of you tonight, but first, I was hoping to bring you into the confessional to get your impressions before we really get down to business.”

  The confessional.

  I was actually doing this. I’d signed on to have every gritty detail of my life exposed to a national audience, who’d dissect it over watch parties and bottles of rosé, just like Luna and I had the first season. I’d contracted myself in a whole new way—to go on dates with potential forever mates. Things would get steamy, and we’d probably head into a hot tub—I’d be going on national TV in a bikini.

  Holy crap, things were going to get hot. With a wolf who wasn’t Tate.

  “I’ll do it.” If I waited too long, my nerves would get the best of me. Again.

  Tessa’s face brightened. The Werewives in season one had notoriously given her a hard time about pretty much everything. “Great. Follow me. Luna, don’t let things get too wild. You’re next.”

  Luna wiggled her eyebrows. “I make no promises.”

  The Redheaded Stepchild was already packed, and the crowd roared as a band took the stage.

  “Never thought Granger Falls could be like this.”

  She-wolves from the Sawtooth pack wore bikinis and danced on the bar, swinging around and turning themselves upside down on poles.

  “You haven’t seen anything yet.” Tessa chuckled. “Wait until you go to Red Heaven. Come into the booth. It’s soundproofed.”

  The silence was startling after the cacophony in the bar. The makeshift confessional was a tiny box, barely big enough for the three people and the camera equipment inside.

  “What’s Red Heaven?” I asked.

  “I thought it was legend in your pack. It’s a backroom, where wolves like to take their ladies. Anything goes back there.”

  “Oh.” My cheeks reddened at the thought. “I was married until recently, and Tate never let me come here...” I let the thought trail off, because I hated sounding weak, especially in front of a badass like Tessa. And I didn’t want to think about what my ex knew about Red Heaven.

  I tugged my too-short skirt as I sat on the stool and tried to forget about the camera as Tessa settled across from me.

  Impossible.

  “You’re familiar with the confessional style from season one, but I’ll remind you because I know it’s nerve-wracking to be in here for the first time.” She was all business.

  “It gets easier?”

  She nodded. “Some of the Werewives would ask me to go into the confessional to get stuff off their minds later in the season. If you ever just need to talk, we can do that too, and shut the cameras off. We edit the show to make it look easy. It’s not.”

  That made me relax, a little.

  “If you struggle with answering these questions, you won’t be the only one. You’ll get better at it. That being said, a quick reminder of the rules. The audience never hears my question, so make sure you include it in your answer. Ready?”

  “As I’ll ever be.”

  “What made you want to be a Werewife?”

  “Why do I want to be a Werewife?” I took a deep breath to make my voice stop shaking. There were so many reasons I had to do this. It would either seal my new place in the pack or guarantee I’d forever be an outsider. “She-wolves in the Sawtooth pack were sold to the highest bidder instead of being allowed to find their forever mates. I was one of those she-wolves.”

  Tessa whistled low. “I don’t mean to interrupt, but that is a perfect soundbite. Keep going. This is great.”

  “It’s strange to talk pack business with a human, because for years we had to hide what we were. Our alpha, Shadow Channing, changed everything. He introduced our pack to the humans we’d been working beside, so we could be who we truly are. And he declared all she-wolves free to leave their contracts if they chose to. I chose my freedom.”

  “Another amazing clip. Sorry, I’m getting excited.”

  Tessa had done hundreds if not thousands of interviews and she was geeking out over me?

  “How has your life changed since you chose your freedom?” she asked.

  That was a brutal question, and I considered my answer carefully. I couldn’t let the protesters and haters get under my skin. “Things haven’t been as I expected. A lot of wolves, ones I considered my friends, even my own family, think I’ve done the wrong thing. Some of them are outside this bar, holding signs proclaiming what a terrible person I am. My marriage... it wasn’t bad. Tate—I can talk about him by name, right?”

  “We’ll edit it out if it’s a problem.”

  “Okay. Tate’s an important member of the pack. He owns a big ranch on the outskirts of town, and honestly, we had a decent marriage. He’s a great dad. A lot of people think I’m asking too much wanting more, when I had it good already.”

  My she-wolf always questioned that belief. In many ways, Tate had kept me away from her, my true nature, and from fully being a member of the pack. Like I was behind glass, watching my life unfold.

  “What do you want from a forever mate?”

  “I want to know what it feels like to be with my forever mate. To fall so deeply in love with someone that I can’t breathe without him. I want wild passion. But at the same time, I don’t want to belong to anyone in the sense that I’m not allowed to make my own decisions. Does that even make sense?”

  “You want a partner. A mate,” Tessa said, nodding. “I wouldn’t have accomplished any of the things I did if I constantly had to ask my husband Cole for permission. He has his life, and I have mine. I wouldn’t be the same person without my own passions. What are you passionate about, Willow?”

  I was somewhat prepared to talk about my relationship with Tate, and I’d been about to ask her to make sure that he didn’t look like the bad guy if this ever made it to air. I’d spent my entire adult life making him happy.

  I was even prepared to talk about Hazel. I was definitely passionate about her. I could talk about my yoga studio, but it didn’t feel big enough. What did I really want?

  What did I have to offer a potential mate?

  Unwanted emotions closed their meaty fingers over my throat, and I struggled to take in enough oxygen. “I can’t do this. I’m sorry.”

  I got up and ran, ignoring Tessa’s pleas for me to try again. I wasn’t ready for this. Not for the show, not for dating. I left the box, assaulted by flashing lights and the screaming guitar.

  Thirty years old, and I was so naïve.

  I scanned the room, and attempted to duck Luna. I’d text her from the parking lot and tell her I had to go. If I did it face to face, she’d convince me to stay. Knowing her, she’d be surrounded by wolves convincing her to give them a chance in no time.

  Lost in my own thoughts, I slammed into a solid wall of muscle. I could tell by his energy he was a wolf, but I didn’t know who he was, which meant he wasn’t Sawtooth pack.

  Not a good sign. Strange wolves were trouble.

  “Sorry.” I backed away from him—just a couple steps, because I had no intention of pinballing through the crowded Redheaded Stepchild. I’d humiliated myself enough for one night.

  Damn, this mystery wolf was hot. Dark hair that skimmed past his shoulders, cheekbones I couldn’t fake with the world’s best contouring skills, and haunted gray eyes.

  This wasn’t the first time I’d seen him, and my already scrambled brain raced to place him.

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sp; “Are you okay?” the wolf asked.

  I dabbed my damp cheeks. I hadn’t realized I was crying. “Never been better.”

  A corner of his mouth turned up into a smile. “That’s a lie. Need me to go talk to someone for you?”

  “Something tells me you do your talking with your fists.”

  He shrugged, neither confirming or denying that claim.

  Don’t let him anywhere near Tessa. My she-wolf snarled inside me and overwhelmed me with a feeling I wasn’t familiar with. Possessiveness. She’d be able to cast a whole season of eligible Werewives battling over him.

  “I can handle Tessa Williams,” I said, trying to convince myself more than him. “But I could really use a drink. Would you like to join me?”

  Chapter Two

  Carlos

  “I owe you a drink.”

  The dark-haired beauty drew back from me, surprise lighting up her face. “Why?”

  Her raven hair fell in waves over her bare shoulders, and her blue dress dipped low in the front to reveal a delicious swell of cleavage. She didn’t look the same as she did yesterday, when she was bundled in a winter jacket and scarf, pleading with her daughter to leave the press conference that announced the arrival of The Real Werewives of Sawtooth Forest.

  Tonight, she looked dangerous.

  My animal rumbled inside me.

  Mate.

  There was no way that could be true.

  “Because you saved me from my own meeting with Tessa.” I’d been appointed by Shadow Channing to keep an eye on the burgeoning rebellion at the edge of his forest. Freeing the she-wolves had pissed off a contingent of his pack that were desperate to get things back to the way they’d been. “Maybe you can give me a few pointers.”

  Her glossy lips parted. “On how to be a Real Werewife?”

  I laughed. Sure, she was rattled, but that was cute. “Not exactly what I’d be doing on the show. But if you can keep me out of that little box there, I’ll owe you a lot of drinks.”

  “Oh.” She blinked, raking her gaze over my body. It lit a fire inside me that my wolf liked. A lot. “Wait. You’re really part of the show too?”